আমি আসলে সেই ভাবে কখনো লেখা-লেখি করি না, আজকে ইকটু চেষ্টা করে দেখতে চাচ্ছি, আপনারা ভুল গুল সব ক্ষমাসুন্দর চোখে দেখবেন ।

......আপনারা যারা প্রবাস এ বসবাস করছেন, তারা জানেন এখানে student life কত টা কঠিন, আর specially আমাদের দেশের student এর জন্য । কারন তারা এখানে শুধু যে পরাশুনা করতে আশে তা না, তাদের নিজের খাওয়া, থাকা, tuition fee, সব নিজেদের bare করতে হয় । আর এই situation টা হঠাৎ করেই তাদের face করতে হয় । যা তারা করে use to না। এই সময় তারা একদিকে যেমন প্রচণ্ড ভাবে তাদের অতীত কে miss করে, ঠিক সেইভাবেই তারা একটা কঠিন reality face করে ।
এই সময় মা এর কথা খুব মনে পরতো ছেলেটার, প্রতিটা মুহূত সে মাকে মনে করত । ...খালি মনে হতো মা যদি এখন দেখতো আমি এতো রাতে বাসায় ফিরি কতো বকা ই না দিতো, কিন্তু কেন এখন কেউ আমায় আর শাসন করে না, কেনো কেউ কোনো বাধা দেয় না । কোথায় গেলো সবাই? কেনো রাস্তার মাঝে দারালে নিজেকে অপরিচিত র মতো লাগে । কোথায় গেল সেই কাকুর চা এর দোকান? কোথায় শেই পরিচিত বন্ধুদের আড্ডা? কোথায় সেই ভবঘুরে জীবন......?

এর ই মাঝে কেটে জাচ্ছিলো সময়, কিন্তু হঠাৎ এক দুপুর এ সেই মুখ টা সে দেখলো, এক ই সাথে তারা কাজ করতো, সময় কাটতে থাকল প্রথম সাত মাস কিছুই সেই ভাবে ঘটলো না।
actually if u dnt mind i cant write it down properly, apnara shamne thakle hoyto chele ta nijer feelings properly bolte parto, jai hok, let me tell u now in my way, they start working together, they worked for like 7 months together, but the guy didnt feel anything(i m just writing down from the guy's prospective, i dnt know about the girls)...there was another girl who was working with them, but she was getting married in that time. I think i m getting confused, ill give them a name the special girl is A and the girl who is getting married is B...
So B was working with them, but B was going to get married, it was only the guy and A...in that entire one month it was the guy and A...so the guy start felling something for A. The first thing he notice about A was, she is always wearing a ring in her left hands ring finger, the guy was really got tensed, the first thing he asked the girl was, "R u married??!!??" the girl says she was not.....wow....that was close. So the guy went home so happy that she is not married, he still have chance, he came to work with great hope next day, he asked almost every other person about the girl who knows her....but after a little while he discover that the girl got a boyfriend already.... he was really very upset in that time...but then he decide he is not going to about the girl anymore. But after a few days he discoverd that he cant think even a single moment without her, he was in deep love with that girl. In the begining he didnt even talk to the girl much, because he was scared....but then he understand that he have to get the girl, he started to talk to the girl, and make a really good friendship relation with the girl, like he had such a good relation with that girl in one month that he didnt have that in last past six months....i think the girl was also started liking her a little bit as well....a very little, because she was having her relation with her boyfriend as well....in that mean time the tragedy happens, the company they were working that got closed, and the guy didnt see the girl for the last time...
basically the guy had nothing to do now, he is just so depressed now, he always think about the girl. he wants to tell the girl about the feelings he got for her, whenever he saw the girls eyes, he just lost in that eyes, whenever he saw the girl he just thought that he can spent his whole life just sitting in front of that girl and watching her, he knows he can Love the girl more than anyone in the whole universe...
Now he wants to let her know about all these, but he is scared guys i m asking u can help that guy with giving ur suggestion, plz...

the end of this story will going to written down by u all