If you had the opportunity to change something, to redo, what would it be? No matter how hard or impossible it may seem, if life gave you a second chance, what would you do?

While I go through this busy and fast city, these thoughts often cross my mind. I can not but look at people and observe them (it’s fun when you don’t have to live his/her life). I observe the man with glasses ridding the scooter, the sleepy driver of the pajero, the bearded security guard at the shoe store. I see them looking back at the city with hope and disappointment, with lust and fear. I can almost feel their tension. Smiling fares are rare at this time of the day. Though to be honest I see some people laughing at me seeing my weird haircut…

If life gave them a second chance what would they do?

But unfortunately life doesn’t give you a second chance– you have to be fast and accurate at everything you do. Otherwise I would have put an end to our ****ing miseries a long time ago. I would have stopped him from going out that morning and then none of these would have happened. I wouldn’t have ‘gone bad’ or get 16 out of 100 in physics. We could have moved to a much nicer place than this crappy 40 years old piece of shit. Most importantly my brother would have someone to look up to.

But he went and he died.