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Today I want to say ........... my life/love story.
so please read patiently & carefully..........


তোমাকেই বলছি ..........................

Wednesday Night
And then days go by......months as well....months after months. I start getting some knocks in my mobile.....days go by again...........and months too. Now knock has turned into words. And finally in one fine afternoon I find another girl who has so much in common .........so much in resemblance with Nila........that I couldn't resist myself.

The very first day I wrote u pretty normal. But the second day was absolutely great. That was so special and wonderful that I'll never forget that day even if I try. That was the day when the time became really relative. The time was lost in the eternity.........thus i lost how many times we encircled that net. I was stunned. I came back with happy heart. Then we try to realize each other ......had few great days. We write each other informally............started to get knowing each other. I knew about you quite well...........but those all were Cyber. I knew 'MITA'not 'FARHANA'. I started knowing you formally. I was so pleased the way you wrote......and your expressions. Your writing, your personality, brilliance, intelligence and the good heart made you inevitable for me.

Then the reality of life starts. The time takes over the control. Things start happening which were there in our store.......which were meant to take place. We are the mere tools of time........the artists of a stupid drama call LIFE. Wrong think comes to mind........things started getting really complicated. And then onward.........you know everything. It turned out to be ever most complicated triangle. Can u remember I told u a number of times that something is going very wrong somewhere? I was seeking the truth all along. But there was none to help me out. Neither ............... nor you! All I had was my heart and judgments. Two ends. I experienced the most indecisive time of life. Never had I been so much indecisive. Had it been someone else apart from Wrong.......things might have been different. I know MITA, what the weakness was........my indecisiveness. I overruled the judgment, but when comes the heart........i used to think for him. Huh! Such a stupid consideration! Why couldn't I be ..... MITA? Why? Why? I wish I could be!

to be continued...............