I feel thankful everytime i sense the presence of this so very beautiful piece of realization inside me, a cocoon that develops right inside me & yet protects me like an iron shield against outside hostility.

Your existence or non existence in my life probably doesn't matter anymore than as much as it matters to be happier. Cause i can live with it happily, perhaps because i grew up as myself through struggling to let you go and when i found the tiniest bit of myself you were already gone.

I like to watch you, to see you beside me at moments when i dont want to be alone, but its way better to be alone with having you in my mind than being lonely with you in my life.

There is a lot i want to share with you sometimes but i dont know whether those words would touch you even if you were before me. So i actually prefer it this way.. my words wont probably reach you now but it would be worse if they were lost amidst the distance we had between us.