He said

Am I a dreamer? Not really. Perhaps I’ve felt too much of life to be one. But still, I cherish a place where I can dream, I can breathe as freely as I want to. A place where no boundaries await for me. A place which has a warmth... বাকিটুকু পড়ুন

Some days its something other than about us, its something between me & Allah. These days mostly i end up thinking that i am about to give up all my strength based on the belief that he is there, that he knows & ll hold me up no matter what... বাকিটুকু পড়ুন

… Do you know how much that moment means to me when I first met you? Do you know how I want you to be happy in each of your birthdays? Do you even know how much our dreams mean to me, even till now? How much I thank Allah... বাকিটুকু পড়ুন

Dear Allah



If my tears and pain are all that please you then its fine. Its okay you know, i know it hurts when i love someone so much. I love you too & its okay if you are there, watching me with all these. Its okay if thats what you... বাকিটুকু পড়ুন

"Don't go far off, not even for a day, because --

because -- I don't know how to say it: a day is long

and I will be waiting for you, as in an empty station

when the trains are parked off somewhere else, asleep.



Don't leave me, even for... বাকিটুকু পড়ুন

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.

I love thee to the depth and breadth and height

My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight

For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.

I love thee to the level of everyday's

Most quiet need, by moon and candle-light.

I love thee freely,... বাকিটুকু পড়ুন

There's a lot i have in my mind right now. But the state of despair mostly comes from the chaos of denials, dreams and desires.



There are these two things running parallelly. I have been hated and tormented so much by the one entity that i loved with every bit of... বাকিটুকু পড়ুন

হয়তো কিছুই না,

হয়তো অনেক কিছু

কিংবা এরকমই

অথবা অন্যকিছু



যদিও সবই জানা

তবুও জানতে মানা ... বাকিটুকু পড়ুন

Now..at this very moment amidst of these piled up equations, proofs and bizarre assumptions of econometrics, i miss you.



Of all the memories we have, i miss where i whispered 'i love you' in your ears, i miss your sleeping face on my lap, i miss the only face... বাকিটুকু পড়ুন

" Their love is intense with longing, but they never can fly wing

to wing.

Through the bars of the cage they look, and vain is their wish to

know each other.

They flutter their wings in yearning, and sing, "Come closer, my

love!"

The free bird cries, "It cannot be, I fear the closed... বাকিটুকু পড়ুন

‎"মনে পড়ে যায় কখনো পুরোনো তোমাকে



প্রতিটি কষ্ট মাখা দিনের ফাঁকে



হয়তো বদলে গেছো, হয়ে গেছো অচেনা তুমি



তবুও তোমাকেই ফিরে পেতে চাই দূরের আমি" ... বাকিটুকু পড়ুন

I am not the most perfect one or aint any close to that.. i am not the most beautiful one either... never i was the luckiest ...i cant do a lot of things that i am supposed to do...for you or anybody like you, but yet & yet again i... বাকিটুকু পড়ুন

I cant describe how i feel when i think about being us nowadays. Its almost like looking for the color of the flowing water. Its somewhere there, i know it is.. but again there is nothing when you look for it.



& sometimes its the light of the dawn penetrating the... বাকিটুকু পড়ুন

I feel thankful everytime i sense the presence of this so very beautiful piece of realization inside me, a cocoon that develops right inside me & yet protects me like an iron shield against outside hostility.



Your existence or non existence in my life probably doesn't matter anymore than as... বাকিটুকু পড়ুন

মাঝে মাঝে নিজেকে মানুষ বলে মনে হয় না, মুছে যাওয়া কোন লেখা অথবা ভুলে ভরা কোন গল্প কিংবা নিছক নিয়মে বাধা পড়ে অপ্রয়োজনে কেটে যাওয়া সময় মনে হয়।



স্বপ্ন দেখার বাধ্যবাধকতা যেখানে নেই, সেখানে স্বপ্নপূরণের তাড়াও অনুপস্থিত, উপেক্ষিত স্বপ্নেরা অভিমান করে অনেক দূরে সরে সরে যায় আমার থেকে।



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