Now..at this very moment amidst of these piled up equations, proofs and bizarre assumptions of econometrics, i miss you.

Of all the memories we have, i miss where i whispered 'i love you' in your ears, i miss your sleeping face on my lap, i miss the only face that never failed to bring me relief and i miss you looking at me, as if i were something so precious that would be lost if you blinked.

I don't know if life with you would have been better, i don't know how it would be to live with you every day followed by every single night. I don't know.. because perhaps i choose to be unaware of them.

But sometimes its not easy to tame the heart that speaks so loud that i lose the sense and end up uttering your name aloud. I don't know if it is just my imagination or it really happens, those long deep breathes of mine seem to sound like your name..careless as they come and go by, very carefully they never allow me to forget that i miss you.