Deadline is passing pretty fast but something has stuck somewhere which is prolonging the whole system. Chip design is a well-planned continuous process and there shouldn't be any hassle in the whole process.

Adopting the robust technology is not the only solution to boost up the production, but a tactful management can do this within a minute. Recently some bureaucratic matters are just like pain in the ass. To have a fruitful result from foreign investment, there should be some dynamic and extraordinary resources and systems otherwise this economy will be unstable even after a long time!

Whatever the situation, life goes on and there is not time to be stagnant. Weather is changing now, may be this is the real transition between winter and summer. But there is another temporary phase which is spring. Spring is unique because realignment in nature goes on. Just like in the life of human being. a boy grows up like a tree and enjoys life like soothing breeze, lost in love just like the dawn and ends up just like the night.

These days i feel like something has left me behind and i can't figure out what it is. Perhaps one day when i will understand, it will too late for me to repent.

Searching for roots is one of the biggest concerns for me. Allan's dead gave me a huge shock. Many times i went to Malaysia to have the accent but it always seemed to me, something was missing. That wasn't love of course but that was purely friendship between us. Recently I have a little chitchat with Allan's parents and school teacher. i think they are very influenced still and they can't escape from that impact of her departure still.


Everybody is missing something in life!