Neurosis is the word I can Use here. This famed medical term is the most prominent acquaintance of mine these days. I do fidget often and spoil the cake whenever I am on the subject of delivering my vitality .So, why am I so nervous all the time!!!!
Last night I got resting assistance and slept till the sun was just above the head. My annoyance in head was severe and circumstances seemed intimidating while I determined to take it easy for another 2/3 hours. I really needed something to end my starvation period, searched everything with a weaker structure and eventually executed my hunger.
It was a pleasant piece meal and again I was in want of having a break situation.
“Momma never loved so much, dada never keeps in touch. That’s why I run away from human affections”—is not the case with me. I did not pick up Moms call because I was extremely uneasy. I could not even make a call to her .It gave the impression of absurdity.
I had also made mess with things when Adnan asked me about Samshur Rahman. I disputed he was alive and had come to one of our functions!!! God why am I such a bummer!!!

Sunday is the most possible day of My viva exam. And as Usual It wont bother me, as Einstein says..Try not make a man of success rather a man of value. and I do find value in taking things easy.