As I am doing my thesis in the field of cryptography, I know what variable really is. We call things variable for justifying reason- they vary. Things in your life are not constant, nothing ever was. Things you think you cannot live without are the very things you can live without. Look some of you may think this is a motivational writing, it really is not. This writing is about reality, and to be very specific- it sucks.

Another new year is knocking at the door and we all are planning great big things for it. Cannot blame people for doing that as it is the exact things they should. However we often forget one thing and that is we are never going to stay forever. Death will eventually get to us, this, my friends, put things into perspective. Some may find it discouraging, I find it as the thing that gives you freedom. Freedom to live as you want, freedom to do whatever the hell you want.

The night is very beautiful outside. Look at the sky , people. Be a poet if you must. Live a little. It's not a crime. Things that you hold very dear, will not last long. It surely will not last forever, nothing ever will. Be prepared. This new year is just a proof of that earth has moved around the sun one more time, nothing else. There is nothing to be too optimistic about, nothing to be pessimistic either. Just gauge the expectation a bit is all I am saying.

Believe, lose, cry and try to move on. Try to connect the dots if you can. If you cannot, it is okay. Some of the finest minds of our time couldn't. Just do not take things for granted and do not ever think of anything that it will stay forever, no matter how impossible it may seem today. One more think whatever you think you cannot live without, you can live without. Trust me you will live the very next day your maa or dad dies. You will live.

Try to earn money as much as you can but don't think of it as the only thing. Stay hungry for success, but that doesn't mean it has to be defined by others. You can define your way and you get to be judge of your success. Be one, be the leader of you life.

Don't try to be over smart, you are not. Stay foolish for fuck sake. Stay happy. You get to live it once, please live.

Merry Christmas.