This is my first day on this site and so far I have gone through all its features, it is nothing like the foreign sites where I used to blog earlier. It is better in some aspects, way too complicated in others. I couldn't fathom the way it works yet. I guess I will get to know it once I get over the rookie stage. However, it sure is better in many aspects from the other Bangla blogging sites that I have tried :p :p

More over I am feeling very hesitant because I am writing in English. I absolutely don't have any idea with regard to Bangla typing, no matter how friendly it seems to others. I tried all the suggestions, and then I figured that I would stop writing in this blog if I have to learn typing to write in a blog and I cannot afford to that because it is very important that I write. It keeps me sane when I analyze my life, the complications I face every day and everything that I haven't asked for. Life is complicated and everyone has his/her own defense mechanism to fight the hard side of life. This is one of the defense mechanisms that I use, I guess.

I am not sure if anyone would prefer going through my blog for I am not a good writer, I am not expressive. I just shape my thoughts into words. So here is a disclaimer for anyone taking the trouble of going through my blog--" my blog will be more like a journal that I keep online. Most of it will contain frustrated rantings of mine, pessimism, hopelessness ( I hope you got it). So if after reading the blogs, if you get pissed off, I don't bear any responsibility :p :p :p. Thus the disclaimer "