I had been watching Virtuosity starred by Denzel Washington and Russell Crowe. The first thing that came in my mind after watching this movie is that how it would feel to live in a surreal world, to live in a virtual world? The way life is shaping up I sometimes wish so bad that I wake up one fine day to find that I have a perfect life and I was just getting a ride in the virtual reality and nothing really affected the life I am leading. Pity that it never happens that way. However, come to think of it, may be life seems so desirable because of all these nightmares that we overcome, may be that is what makes life worth living. It is what brings the color to life. God, I am being so awfully philosophical for a 22 year old. It is just that may be the bitter truths that I have discovered so far made me think this way. If I wonder logically, I lead a life which is next to perfect. People will consider me insane if I make this complaint of feeling empty public. But then again, how much do people know about me or how much I did let them know about me? The fact is that I had to work so effing hard to stand where I stand today. Nothing was handed to me on a silver platter and what makes me feel empty today is something I just can't work on. Damn!!! I do have to get out of this resigned state pretty soon. I will start working out again I think, rigorous running on the treadmill often proved effective to calm myself down. So back to basics again.......