Male:21
Hey guyz,
I badly need your help immediately, Cuz I'm loser enough :-(  for being a Fag(gay).Never mind pls;cuz GOD has created me suchlike a shit.I hate myself and spit on me for being this.Though i m so upset, numb N suicidal for all along i act as a blissful man.So no one can feel what shit is ongoing in my mind.
Everybody knows that life is impossible without love but there is no love in my fucking life,dreaming is just a sin here. I can't express me in words to anybody. They may hate nd leave me forever.So i always keep myself far away from all romanticism. Resulting i m so fucking tired hiding me everyday.
But presently, i m seeking out me in an arcane love with a guy and he is my friend.He is so affable to me but doesn't love me at all. Passing a day without seeing him is so arduous to me now.I feel his speech, touch and adorable laugh all time.I text him for several time in a day,but he doesn't reply me all along.I just can't make him understand how much i care about him.so sometimes i think i ll keep me out of his sight, but when he text/call me again i forget everything.Life is horrible now and it is really impossible to live without him.
But I don't know what should i do now.I can't take it anymore. Is it better to clear me to him?I m scared, if he leave me hell after accessing me.
Dear guyz,don't ignore me.pls rescue me giving your pointful suggestion. I m waiting.......
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