My dear Friends

I am really astonished and voiceless what to say regarding the death of Blogger Rajeeb. May be terrorists from Jamayet Islami killed him, may be another one.But the murder was preplanned as they did not take his laptop and mobile. They need not this, the vampires need his blood only at night.

I cannot find out some answers still:

Why the students and the young people still do and support Jamayet Islami? When there wives, daughters, sons or their parents come to know their men doing Jamayet Islami and shibir (J+S), what was their inside reaction, do they feel proud or shed tears with shame?

When the whole Bangladesh says, stop J+S, still how they can show such courage to announce hartal in the country? No shame of them?

Do they support the J+S for only money? or do they think if they give up the Jamayet Islami, they will be away from Islam? Really Islam belongs to them only?

When I was in class VII, I used to say my prayer in Masjeed. The aged people who come the masjeed regularly, they liked me very much, why I did not know. One day one old man (now he died, he died during haj) asked me, 'Boy, do you do Shibir?'At that time I even did not know what was politics, what was shibir, what was Jamayet Islami. But when he asked me that question, I felt very insult. To me the question was as like this, 'are you a thief'?'I was so shocked to hear the question that I answered him with very strong voice, 'no never, uncle, do you think I am such a bad boy?I am the son of my father.' still I remember, he smiled getting the answer.Why, I do not know still.

I do not like the traditional politics in Bangladesh, specially the student politics. It gives nothing to them except the craziness about money and power.And snatches their true love for the humanity and country.Even though I dislike politics, I do not feel irritate when I come to know some one does the traditional politics, I feel regret only. But I do not know why I feel still too much irritate when I come to know someone does J+S or support them.

Sorry if I hurt any one by saying my true confession, pls pardon me. Its my feelings, I could not change myself yet.My be I will never try to change my particular feelings regarding this issue.

Please doa for me and my son, yes, yesterday Allah blessed me with a son.