After a long time I am gonna write again. A very tough time has been passed through last 2 years of my life. Many things has been lost from my life. During first first i was too much depressed. But now I can understand that what ever is done towards me, everything's correct, cause only Allah knows what is good and what is bad for me.So, to gain a better life, you have to loose many things , you have to sacrifice. And you have to keep the courage to concede the change. I shall tell about of my stories another day. I was too much hopeless and depressed and sometimes I thought too do suicide but I couldn't do that only for fear of religious. And I thought about my family. And these things prevented me to avoid the thought of suicide. Now I have a plan for my life, I do care for my family. And I do thanks to Allah to give me such kind of struggle in my life. Cause , if I would not cross those struggles, I can't be a strong guy. And now the power of cope up with every situation has been grown up into myself. I can sketch, I can draw, I can wright, these are my hobbies. But these were stopped since last 2 years, but now I have started to write again, trying to sketch and make portrait again. Thanks again to Allah to give me the understand to realize the life. Our lives are too much precious. So don't waste it for your failure. If you fail, then think that you will be the gainer of that reason that why have you failed. today's no more, I will come back son.

[My English is to much poor, so please don't insult me. But I am learning to improve English skills.]